My Cham..

Who knows who is the children of a convicted killer father
Who knows who is the children of a sexual victim mother
Who knows who is the sister of a drug addict brother

Who knows how they deal love and pain
Who knows how they survive school and friends
Who knows what war they were fighting

Who knows the story they held
Who knows if it does really happen
Yet who knows it doesn't

This is no walk to be rewind again
So live proudly
Indeed Allah loves you my Cham..

Equation

Life ~ Journey

We tired, we paused

Yet it aint about going straight

Its about keep going

Relationship ~ Acceptance

It is never a matter of whom

It is about what

Love weaknesses and live with it

Chanced Upon

By chanced upon

I've met true friends

That teaches me good

That wanted me good

Picking me up from pieces

And putting me down pieces by pieces

For those I've learn from

Those that make my heart warm

Those I've seen beauty and belief

Those who telling me to stop walking and start running

Those who see my tears and made it theirs

Made this known to them

Thanking would seems never enough

So I gave you my heart

And I’ll kept you warm in my heart

For someday we will meet

I’ll give back this thankful heart to you again

Until then

I’ll just going to walk down this lane

And we’ll just met somewhere

By fate or by chanced upon

22:08

22/2/2013

Irony III

It's impossible to find somebody who will never make you cry. So get the next best thing, find someone who's worth all the pain.

If you can't change, let alone.

Life Aspirin

“To avoid criticism do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.” - Elbert Hubbard


“When life knocks you down, try to land on your back. Because if you can look up, you can get up.” – Les Brown


“The best way to predict the future is to create it.” – Abraham Lincoln


“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.” - Unknown


“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.” - Elbert Hubbard


“Take risks: If you win, you will be happy; if you lose, you will be wise.” - Unknown


“Don’t be afraid of your fears. They’re not there to scare you. They’re there to let you know that something is worth it.” - C. JoyBell C

Idealist & Realist

Salam readers,

Its been a while since i've decided to share some words in this little diary of mine. I rather have poems and quotes. Just simply because I find it easier to show my thoughts clearer. But I've been thinking a lot lately and maybe i've been thinking too much that i find it even more harder to think further.

Life am simple
Life am hard
You'll get not what you want
Ain't you'll lose what you got

I've been witnessing devastation, miracles and stagnation happened all my life. Ain't that much that i think nothing more can shock me but enough to make me anticipate life ahead.

Surprises are pleasant most of the time
Yet cruel from another side
Sure life have made it line
Just thought broke it might

Happy is what we want. So am i. If i was trying to find the answers for tomorrow, it would forever be in vain. Then i would not even know if i have live today. Note to self more than anybody else. So here come the big question mark.

Docile went limp down you may
Ain't easy to feet back and play
Oh pity she goes for another day
Cry baby cry all she can say

Hundred years won't be enough
All she does, drains..
Neither happy or sad won't she felt
So run, away and away

I would not say that i need an answer, then it would be unfair for us. Whatever life lies ahead, 'will' made its way. May i always find life most beautiful when i look up but never forget to put my head down and lies back when i can stand no more. Filled each day with love and happiness, treasures differences and live accordingly. Love you many. Till then. Salam all..^^


23/1/2013
01:46

Murray Bowen

" The most important thing that we need to do in order to understand each other well is that, we need to become emotionally reactive and respond defensively instead of hearing and listening to each other "

p/s: note to self

Logic Deduction

Life is confusing in nature

It gives you lopsided so you learn to stand

Love is painful all the way

Doesn't matter if you love thee more

Money is always nice

Too much and you’ll be cheap

Thee is me and me is thee

So how could you not know it?

Simple is what we call alphabet

Hard spells W.O.M.E.N

p/s: good luck gents..

Lagu-Lagu Aku

Salah pada naik turun nafas

Takut pada kencang hati

Bom jangka masa ini

Demi sesungguhnya niatku biru

Warnaku tak rindu

Aku pasti kau lebih tahu

Cuma kadang gelap malam dingin lagi

Hening pada sunyi yang ku benci

Ingatan nakal memeluk aku erat-erat

Aku rimas, aku lemas

Aku senyum dalam dakapan

Hairan

21/11/12

01:52

Ironic Me

I cant always have beautiful things, but things that are mine are all beauty.

If you want to know yourself better, then start by falling in love.

If you can't correct it, live with it.

Apologizing brought respect.

If we don't look at things that we let go, we can never knew how to.

Movie Quote "I choose to live with the things that he did right and to not leave him for that one thing he did wrong"

Movie Quote " When being too nice can sometime do someone harm, being cruel is more humane"

My Careful Thoughts

1) It is a great bless to know the beauties and the ugliest part of someone, and still fall in love with them.

2) A life changing word. Of different place and time. Precious of one not another. Treasured of by not to. Be it love or goodbye. Everyone would hove to.

3) Some people call memories as love, while some people love for memories. Few people decide their stories, even few had no stories to decide. This is our story. We are the princess and the prince charming. Until life call it the end, lets try every chances of a better story.

It's Okay

Sometime you feel confuse over two heart

But just get to know yourself better

Then you will know the answer

Sometime you hide away from the light

But love never only shines

It finds you when you are the least bright

Pelakon Dosa

Bukan mudah memujuk diri menyadung khilaf

Namun pasti

Aku tak akan menang melawan masa

Ah lupa lagi untuk mencinta

Dengan zalim menyamar melakon dosa

Cukuplah

Cukup sudah pura

Kalau bermimpi itu mustahil

Biarkan saja kita berlari meninggal sepatu

Dunia tak pernah cukup indah

Sedarkan aku pada hujan

Tolong sambutkan aku Tuhan

10/1/2012

17:22

Nanti by Innuendo

Bintang-bintang di kayangan

Lembut sang bayu
Tanpa bulan diawangan yang tinggi

Tanpa bayang mu

Andainya tiada ketukan kayu

Jika mimpi dihapuskan

Hancurlah lagu

Walau kita dipisah laut biru

Walau kau jauh

Lihatlah angkasa

Seindah malam ini

Lazimnya tiada tandingan

Sehingga ku pandang wajah mu

Hilanglah perasaan hiba dari hati ini

Terpadam rindu

Bila kau kembali

Bila kau kembali nanti

Jangan duduk sendirian

Jangan kau sayu

Kala pungguk bersahutan

Kalau kau tahu ku rindukan suara

Segeralah kepada ku

Seindah malam ini

Sejenak malam itu

Kau buat ku bahagia

Semenjak malam itu

Hilanglah kisah-kisah luka

Bila kau kembali

Bila kau kembali

Bila Senja Itu Jingga

Aku benci bila benar senja itu jingga

Bila benar matahari pergi untuk malam tiba

Mencarik dogma pada hujung kerling mata

Namun khilaf bukan semata kebetulan

Bukan juga untuk dipertontonkan

Aku tak biasa mendongak

Mengjengkit melihat kebodohan

Melangkah hanya bermakna aku semakin jauh dari garis mula

Tolaklah tubuhku

Tertawakan aku semahunya

Kerana senja tetap jingga

Pasti hanya jingga

Words to Ponder

There are times when we thought we are right

And we fight hard for it

But seldom have we succeeded

There are times when we blame ourselves badly

For not doing enough

But sometimes by doing nothing

Often we get something better

Surely Allah is All Knowing

'Broken may a heart, but stop beating never it would be'

'People don’t mind being led when they are being led well'

'Nor I have a love to be given or heart to be taken'

'The worse thing that can happen to a man is to not know oneself'

'The biggest failure of all is the person that never tries'

'He who has a why to live for can bear with almost any how'

'People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they've been strong for too long'

'Apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just mean that you value your relationship more than your ego'

'When the way ahead seems impossible, you will find it'

'If loving requires no trust, then surely i'm with thee'

p/s: Let's start anew!! ^^

Irony

In life
there are choices
and choices are meant to be choose

In life
there are loves
and loved shall it be

In life
there are words
and words are to be spoke

In life
there are times when we are alone
and sometime
just sometime
we have to be alone

Madah Buat Pendamping Jiwa olahan Azizi Muhammad

Ikhlas

Hari ini dan setiap masa juga hati ini ikhlas ingin mendekatimu. Biarpun taufan dan badai yang menimpa hati ini kian berkecamuk, namun hati ini tetap dengan keputusan yang tulus. Tiada yang dapat memisahkan hati ini untuk terlalu mengingatimu melainkan

“Ya Rahman Ya Rahim”.

(PENGASIH & PENYAYANG).

Akan dinilai kejujuran itu bersama perbuatan suci yang tidak berbangkit bergelumang dosa. Namun ikhlas ku nyatakan, “Hanya Kamu”. Diri ini tetap bersama yang setia menyayangi diriku sepenuh hati. Ku utus agar menjadi pendamping cinta yang murni dan bercahaya dari sudut erti memberi dan menerima. Tetap abadi menjadi kekuatan peribadi.

Cincin

Kerana keikhlasan hatiku ini, lalu cincin ku carik dan ku gapai di jarimu. Menjadi tanda kenang-kenangan hingga punah hayat. Biarpun di jari yang bersimpul dengan pelbagai dugaan, harus hadapinya jua biarpun berkubur bulatan hati yang berputar hanyut di badai pantai yang tepinya ada “2”. (HatiKu & HatiMu) . Pengikat, mengikat dua jiwa yang terikat. Panahan cintaku dari cincin di jari manismu ini tetap ku dakap tanpa terbuang agar cincin di jari ternyata tidak tenggelam di lautan arus nafsu. Meletakkan 1 tanda yang terbaik ibarat aku dapat menilai sepertiga keinginan cabaran dalam kehidupan yang beroda dengan khayalan duniawi. Terasa dekat di hati tatkala ianya menjadi tanda kemanisan kehidupan ini walau berjauhan  denganmu. Kusalutkan pelbagai corak bungaan bak wangian yang zahirnya dari mata hati dan batinnya dari tanda. Terikat itu jua pasti.

Hati

Kedamaian jiwa bersulam dengan beribu perasaan. Hati juga terkadang menangis dan tertawa dengan pelbagai hilaian yang penjurunya tertulis madah iaitu “CINTA MATA HATI”

Kegelapan hati itu  tiada bandingan  dengan noda yang terikat dengan pengalaman hati.

Bercahaya hati wahai Pencinta Cinta agar dapat mencoret memori yang terindah di kala wajah kian gembira dan taksub dengan kotak hati yang terikat dengan janji yang pasti. Terbatas merasai CINTA yang bersulamkan kejujuran kelam akal menjadi lambang RINDU.

Ikhlas , Cincin & Hati seakan-akan mempunyai persamaan dalan hidupku.

Biar dirimu di utara dan aku di selatan yang tidak berkutub, tetap tidak akan jemu aku mendoakanmu agar senantiasa tenang. Harap khayalan “Madah Buat Pendamping Jiwa” Ini akan membuat dirimu terbuai dalam lena mimpi tanpa ada maksud dan makna. -Ikhlas Dari ‘SANG PENCINTA SENI’.

p/s: Shared by one of my good friend. Thank you^^

Love
can it be two of its kind?
if it does
then choosing need not
for none of it can be mine
nor none of it can have mine

Filem Tentang Dia

Kesedihan tidak pernah membiarkan kebahagiaan
datang sendirian ke kehidupan manusia
Padahal sering kali kita tak punya cukup persediaan
untuk menjamunya bersamaan

Begitu banyak rasa sakit dan kehilangan didalam
hidup kita
Padahal hidup terlalu singkat untuk semua perasaan itu

Beruntunglah manusia yang tahu apa yang mereka cari
Dan diberi cukup waktu untuk mencari
Kerana kita tak punyak cukup waktu untuk itu
Bahkan sekadar mencari tahu apa yang kita cari pun

Cuma ada 2 hal besar dalam hidup ini
Cinta dan kematian
Ketika kita siap menerima keduanya
Bererti kita siap untuk menghadapi apa saja.