Words to Ponder

There are times when we thought we are right

And we fight hard for it

But seldom have we succeeded

There are times when we blame ourselves badly

For not doing enough

But sometimes by doing nothing

Often we get something better

Surely Allah is All Knowing

'Broken may a heart, but stop beating never it would be'

'People don’t mind being led when they are being led well'

'Nor I have a love to be given or heart to be taken'

'The worse thing that can happen to a man is to not know oneself'

'The biggest failure of all is the person that never tries'

'He who has a why to live for can bear with almost any how'

'People cry, not because they are weak. It's because they've been strong for too long'

'Apologizing does not always mean that you are wrong and the other person is right. It just mean that you value your relationship more than your ego'

'When the way ahead seems impossible, you will find it'

'If loving requires no trust, then surely i'm with thee'

p/s: Let's start anew!! ^^

Irony

In life
there are choices
and choices are meant to be choose

In life
there are loves
and loved shall it be

In life
there are words
and words are to be spoke

In life
there are times when we are alone
and sometime
just sometime
we have to be alone

Madah Buat Pendamping Jiwa olahan Azizi Muhammad

Ikhlas

Hari ini dan setiap masa juga hati ini ikhlas ingin mendekatimu. Biarpun taufan dan badai yang menimpa hati ini kian berkecamuk, namun hati ini tetap dengan keputusan yang tulus. Tiada yang dapat memisahkan hati ini untuk terlalu mengingatimu melainkan

“Ya Rahman Ya Rahim”.

(PENGASIH & PENYAYANG).

Akan dinilai kejujuran itu bersama perbuatan suci yang tidak berbangkit bergelumang dosa. Namun ikhlas ku nyatakan, “Hanya Kamu”. Diri ini tetap bersama yang setia menyayangi diriku sepenuh hati. Ku utus agar menjadi pendamping cinta yang murni dan bercahaya dari sudut erti memberi dan menerima. Tetap abadi menjadi kekuatan peribadi.

Cincin

Kerana keikhlasan hatiku ini, lalu cincin ku carik dan ku gapai di jarimu. Menjadi tanda kenang-kenangan hingga punah hayat. Biarpun di jari yang bersimpul dengan pelbagai dugaan, harus hadapinya jua biarpun berkubur bulatan hati yang berputar hanyut di badai pantai yang tepinya ada “2”. (HatiKu & HatiMu) . Pengikat, mengikat dua jiwa yang terikat. Panahan cintaku dari cincin di jari manismu ini tetap ku dakap tanpa terbuang agar cincin di jari ternyata tidak tenggelam di lautan arus nafsu. Meletakkan 1 tanda yang terbaik ibarat aku dapat menilai sepertiga keinginan cabaran dalam kehidupan yang beroda dengan khayalan duniawi. Terasa dekat di hati tatkala ianya menjadi tanda kemanisan kehidupan ini walau berjauhan  denganmu. Kusalutkan pelbagai corak bungaan bak wangian yang zahirnya dari mata hati dan batinnya dari tanda. Terikat itu jua pasti.

Hati

Kedamaian jiwa bersulam dengan beribu perasaan. Hati juga terkadang menangis dan tertawa dengan pelbagai hilaian yang penjurunya tertulis madah iaitu “CINTA MATA HATI”

Kegelapan hati itu  tiada bandingan  dengan noda yang terikat dengan pengalaman hati.

Bercahaya hati wahai Pencinta Cinta agar dapat mencoret memori yang terindah di kala wajah kian gembira dan taksub dengan kotak hati yang terikat dengan janji yang pasti. Terbatas merasai CINTA yang bersulamkan kejujuran kelam akal menjadi lambang RINDU.

Ikhlas , Cincin & Hati seakan-akan mempunyai persamaan dalan hidupku.

Biar dirimu di utara dan aku di selatan yang tidak berkutub, tetap tidak akan jemu aku mendoakanmu agar senantiasa tenang. Harap khayalan “Madah Buat Pendamping Jiwa” Ini akan membuat dirimu terbuai dalam lena mimpi tanpa ada maksud dan makna. -Ikhlas Dari ‘SANG PENCINTA SENI’.

p/s: Shared by one of my good friend. Thank you^^

Love
can it be two of its kind?
if it does
then choosing need not
for none of it can be mine
nor none of it can have mine

Filem Tentang Dia

Kesedihan tidak pernah membiarkan kebahagiaan
datang sendirian ke kehidupan manusia
Padahal sering kali kita tak punya cukup persediaan
untuk menjamunya bersamaan

Begitu banyak rasa sakit dan kehilangan didalam
hidup kita
Padahal hidup terlalu singkat untuk semua perasaan itu

Beruntunglah manusia yang tahu apa yang mereka cari
Dan diberi cukup waktu untuk mencari
Kerana kita tak punyak cukup waktu untuk itu
Bahkan sekadar mencari tahu apa yang kita cari pun

Cuma ada 2 hal besar dalam hidup ini
Cinta dan kematian
Ketika kita siap menerima keduanya
Bererti kita siap untuk menghadapi apa saja.

Kerana

Kenal aku pada aku
Bayang hitam tanpa warna
Kosong bahagia

Cinta
Lelah aku meraba
Dalam pinggir terabai
Silau bintang aku menggila
Hati jatuh lagi
Namun hanya

Airmata cuma masa
Sulit tanpa tanya
Kerana sakit
Aku ingin percaya

Diam
Satu dalam tiap kata
Hati, cinta dan aku
Bagai lagu putih
Dalam noktah halus membuta

Pergilah
Aku pada kerana.

Aku Mendengarmu by Arjuna

Diriku tak akan berpaling
darimu untuk selamanya
Apapun yang engkau alami
akupun turut merasai
Jangan menangis
Jangan bersedih

Tak guna menangis
Tak guna bersedih
Kerna hatimu kan terus terhiris
Biarkan waktu yang menyembuhkan perasaan

Dan Tuhan lebih menyayangi
diri yang selalu mengingati
Air mata yang membasahi
Takkan mengulang keadaan
Jangan menangis
Jangan bersedih

Aku mendengarmu
Aku memahami
Akukan menjadi penghibur hati
Pendengarmu yang setia
Yang selalu menjagamu

p/s : Thank you so much for being such a good friend to me. I'm sorry for receiving too much yet giving too little. I'll try harder to be a good listener to you too. Thank you..^^ For: You know who you are.

Bimbang by Melly Goeslow

Pertama kali aku tergugah
Dalam setiap kata yang kau ucap
Bila malam tlah datang
Terkadang ingin ku tulis semua perasaan

Kata orang rindu itu indah
Namun bagiku ini menyiksa
Sejenak ku fikirkan untuk ku benci saja dirimu
Namun sulit ku membenci

Pejamkan mata bila kuingin bernafas lega
Dalam anganku aku berada disatu
Persimpangan jalan yang sulit kupilih

Ku peluk semua indah hidupku
Hikmah yang ku rasa sangat tulus
Ada dan tiada cinta bagiku tak mengapa
Namun ada yang hilang separuh
Diriku

Someone Like You by Adele

I heard that you're settled down
That you found a girl and you're married now.
I heard that your dreams came true.
Guess she gave you things I didn't give to you.

Old friend, why are you so shy?
Ain't like you to hold back or hide from the light.

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,"
Yeah.

You know how the time flies
Only yesterday was the time of our lives
We were born and raised
In a summer haze
Bound by the surprise of our glory days

I hate to turn up out of the blue uninvited
But I couldn't stay away, I couldn't fight it.
I had hoped you'd see my face and that you'd be reminded
That for me it isn't over.

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Nothing compares
No worries or cares
Regrets and mistakes
They are memories made.
Who would have known how bittersweet this would taste?

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Never mind, I'll find someone like you
I wish nothing but the best for you too
Don't forget me, I beg
I remember you said,
"Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead,
Sometimes it lasts in love but sometimes it hurts instead."

Shakespeare In Love

SONNET 18

Shall I compare thee to a summer's day?
Thou art more lovely and more temperate
Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May
And summer's lease hath all too short a date
Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines
And often is his gold complexion dimm'd
And every fair from fair sometime declines
By chance or nature's changing course untrimm'd
But thy eternal summer shall not fade
Nor lose possession of that fair thou owest
Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade
When in eternal lines to time thou growest
So long as men can breathe or eyes can see
So long lives this and this gives life to thee..

Ke kiri ku buntu
ke hutan ku hilang
ke timur ku kosong

aku terus bosan dan tertekan
seperti waktu yang terus saja meninggalkan aku
dalam ke dasar kerak bumi yang belum diterokai

warnaku rindu
jiwaku biru
menunggu cintaku umpama si buta yang melihat syurga
umpama lampu yang yang berbunyi hitam
lalu menunggu aku terus

kini malam tiba lagi kerana tinggalkan cahaya matahari
dibebankan dengan bunyi rintisan hujan
seperti mahu saja aku mengejar
gunung yang besarnya tidak terdakap
seperti itu jugalah rindu aku pada....

kini harus aku terus menunggu
atau hilang saja aku dilautan luas

Ordinary Girl

I am just like any other girls
Who crave for teddy bear and gifts
Who loves flowers and candy
Who loves handbag and shoes

I am no other than any ordinary girls
I too cry when I feel hurt
I too feel lonely and need somebody
I too did wrong and hurt someone

I am an ordinary girl
I always have been

Love is way harder to protect than to start
Living love on fantasy
Won’t give you pain
Neither happiness

Just like in a dream
I would like to run in the sky
Up and high
Just like in the movie
I would like a secret chamber
A hiding place of my own
Quiet and beautiful
So I can scream and cry

A Day Like Today

Day seems brighter today
Breeze seems tender
Cosy and warm
I am here
With a clear mind
Everything is just so calm
Like a picture

Nothing really matters now
It feels like
Everything is going to be okay
How i wish time would freeze

3/1/2011
13:55

Dream

I hope to sleep under the open sky
I hope to freeze in the cold night blows
I hope to be lost in the rage darkness
I hope to be able to shouting out loud
I hope to be drown by the ocean
I hope to sipped the morning sun
I hope to be like a dawn
Warm and tender
I hope to be alive.

I want to go somewhere quiet
But this has been quiet enough

I want to go somewhere far away
But I know
This has been far enough.


16/7/2010
20:10 pm

Jigsaw

Our love is a jigsaw
It’s been a while
We’d lose pieces
Why can’t you see?
We are breaking apart.


14/10/10

When you are not here

When you are not here
Knowing you cry hurts me the most
But I hurt more in acting plain

When you are not here
I thought leaving would be better
But it hurts more knowing i'm the one staying

When you are not here
Hating you seems easy
But easy never it been to stop believing

When you are not here
It hurts guessing you did none
But it hurts more when I am right

I hate it when you are not here with me
But knowing I am not there with you
Its seems that I am in a lot more pain.

Cinta itu milik...

Manusia selalu tamak
Menganggap cinta milik mereka

Namun nyawa itu milik Yang Esa
Kita bisa pergi selamanya
Bisulah

Sebelum terlambat
Sebelum takdir tersurat
Ucapkan lah cinta
Sayangilah cinta
Hargai apa yang bernafas di hati kita.


22/5/2010

...

I used to love someone
Whom I give my whole life to
Loving someone with all my heart
Spending every minute of my life loving him
And promising every minute to come
To always missing him

But fate choose another way
Of giving happiness to me
I am no longer believe in love
And no longer can I see what might happen

Thanks for giving me many first time
Do you remember the last time we met?
I am grateful that we had it with a smile
In that way, I am able to remember you beautifully

Better than success

I believe
that the only thing better than success
is to not having regret
so i will try hard
fly high and fall
again and again
so then if i still fail
i live with a smile

1. Setiap hari, hidup akan semakin susah dan susah. Kalau kita tak berbuat apa-apa yang bermakna setiap hari, kita akan makin tertinggal dan tertinggal lagi.

2. Ada masanya, kita tersedar. Betapa hidup kita ini tak terduga dengan akal dan kudrat.

3. Things that we did or we spoke are permanent. It can't be repeated nor can it be corrected.

4. Life is a journey. We tired, we paused. But the end won't come nearer. We need to run faster afterwards.

Finishing School Program (FSP)

Alhamdulillah. Fsp had finally ended after 2 weeks of hardworking. Absolutely and definitely worth all the sweats. I personally are very thankful to Dr. Aldilla, Dr. Haniza and to all seniors for putting their trust on me. Though i'm lacking and flawful, everyone are being verrryyy supportive, encouraging and helpful. Thank you so much. You guys rock..!^^

Women

Women are like birds,
Don't locked them up in a cage,
They'll end up hurting themselves,
But never let them flies free,
Or they might never come back.