Monologue

In a moment of crowd
When I hear those bell rang
I knew a script would come along
If I get lucky
There would be two
Then is when I knew
It offers me knowledge of brand new

Sonnet 1

Too big of a heart

Thee captures 'em all

Thumping she learnt 

Bleed it feel

In a ally of dirt and disgust

A smell on she nose

Shine though never blind

Love blooms

Blooms it ever does since

Rindu

Rinduku pada sepertiga dunia
Hilang dalam damai hati
Hening....sunyi lagi
Telah kujujur pada diri, setiap kali

Tidak kutagih embun pagi
Senyum tawa tangis hati
Lali..

Namun rinduku pada duniawi
Bagai lena malam, beri aku mimpi

Subside

When finding answers seems I cant, found I did

In all its surprises

Learnt I had

To never been forgotten

That strength is a mere distance

Keeping pace and catching breath

Stop talking and start taking

For the love of myself

I had to. I will to

Till I learn how to protect me, from me

There's always danger in stepping ahead

But by stepping ahead, i seems to be less afraid

Sama Dengan

Ku sangka ku kenal hitam

Rupanya aku tidak

Dalam putih dulu

Untuk nafas yang kuhembus

Berapa harus ku bayar ringgit

Kalau hilang

Ke mana patut ku hala kaki

Jangan lari

Tolong jangan pergi

Watak kerdil ini

Mendongak muka

Menetap mata

Walau ku harus

Hatiku menggila

Pada izinNya

Ku serah hujung kaki ke kepala

Moga-moga

Bahagia di sini dan di sana

My Cham..

Who knows who is the children of a convicted killer father
Who knows who is the children of a sexual victim mother
Who knows who is the sister of a drug addict brother

Who knows how they deal love and pain
Who knows how they survive school and friends
Who knows what war they were fighting

Who knows the story they held
Who knows if it does really happen
Yet who knows it doesn't

This is no walk to be rewind again
So live proudly
Indeed Allah loves you my Cham..

Equation

Life ~ Journey

We tired, we paused

Yet it aint about going straight

Its about keep going

Relationship ~ Acceptance

It is never a matter of whom

It is about what

Love weaknesses and live with it

Chanced Upon

By chanced upon

I've met true friends

That teaches me good

That wanted me good

Picking me up from pieces

And putting me down pieces by pieces

For those I've learn from

Those that make my heart warm

Those I've seen beauty and belief

Those who telling me to stop walking and start running

Those who see my tears and made it theirs

Made this known to them

Thanking would seems never enough

So I gave you my heart

And I’ll kept you warm in my heart

For someday we will meet

I’ll give back this thankful heart to you again

Until then

I’ll just going to walk down this lane

And we’ll just met somewhere

By fate or by chanced upon

22:08

22/2/2013

Irony III

It's impossible to find somebody who will never make you cry. So get the next best thing, find someone who's worth all the pain.

If you can't change, let alone.

Life Aspirin

“To avoid criticism do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.” - Elbert Hubbard


“When life knocks you down, try to land on your back. Because if you can look up, you can get up.” – Les Brown


“The best way to predict the future is to create it.” – Abraham Lincoln


“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.” - Unknown


“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.” - Elbert Hubbard


“Take risks: If you win, you will be happy; if you lose, you will be wise.” - Unknown


“Don’t be afraid of your fears. They’re not there to scare you. They’re there to let you know that something is worth it.” - C. JoyBell C

Idealist & Realist

Salam readers,

Its been a while since i've decided to share some words in this little diary of mine. I rather have poems and quotes. Just simply because I find it easier to show my thoughts clearer. But I've been thinking a lot lately and maybe i've been thinking too much that i find it even more harder to think further.

Life am simple
Life am hard
You'll get not what you want
Ain't you'll lose what you got

I've been witnessing devastation, miracles and stagnation happened all my life. Ain't that much that i think nothing more can shock me but enough to make me anticipate life ahead.

Surprises are pleasant most of the time
Yet cruel from another side
Sure life have made it line
Just thought broke it might

Happy is what we want. So am i. If i was trying to find the answers for tomorrow, it would forever be in vain. Then i would not even know if i have live today. Note to self more than anybody else. So here come the big question mark.

Docile went limp down you may
Ain't easy to feet back and play
Oh pity she goes for another day
Cry baby cry all she can say

Hundred years won't be enough
All she does, drains..
Neither happy or sad won't she felt
So run, away and away

I would not say that i need an answer, then it would be unfair for us. Whatever life lies ahead, 'will' made its way. May i always find life most beautiful when i look up but never forget to put my head down and lies back when i can stand no more. Filled each day with love and happiness, treasures differences and live accordingly. Love you many. Till then. Salam all..^^


23/1/2013
01:46

Murray Bowen

" The most important thing that we need to do in order to understand each other well is that, we need to become emotionally reactive and respond defensively instead of hearing and listening to each other "

p/s: note to self

Logic Deduction

Life is confusing in nature

It gives you lopsided so you learn to stand

Love is painful all the way

Doesn't matter if you love thee more

Money is always nice

Too much and you’ll be cheap

Thee is me and me is thee

So how could you not know it?

Simple is what we call alphabet

Hard spells W.O.M.E.N

p/s: good luck gents..

Lagu-Lagu Aku

Salah pada naik turun nafas

Takut pada kencang hati

Bom jangka masa ini

Demi sesungguhnya niatku biru

Warnaku tak rindu

Aku pasti kau lebih tahu

Cuma kadang gelap malam dingin lagi

Hening pada sunyi yang ku benci

Ingatan nakal memeluk aku erat-erat

Aku rimas, aku lemas

Aku senyum dalam dakapan

Hairan

21/11/12

01:52

Ironic Me

I cant always have beautiful things, but things that are mine are all beauty.

If you want to know yourself better, then start by falling in love.

If you can't correct it, live with it.

Apologizing brought respect.

If we don't look at things that we let go, we can never knew how to.

Movie Quote "I choose to live with the things that he did right and to not leave him for that one thing he did wrong"

Movie Quote " When being too nice can sometime do someone harm, being cruel is more humane"

My Careful Thoughts

1) It is a great bless to know the beauties and the ugliest part of someone, and still fall in love with them.

2) A life changing word. Of different place and time. Precious of one not another. Treasured of by not to. Be it love or goodbye. Everyone would hove to.

3) Some people call memories as love, while some people love for memories. Few people decide their stories, even few had no stories to decide. This is our story. We are the princess and the prince charming. Until life call it the end, lets try every chances of a better story.

It's Okay

Sometime you feel confuse over two heart

But just get to know yourself better

Then you will know the answer

Sometime you hide away from the light

But love never only shines

It finds you when you are the least bright

Pelakon Dosa

Bukan mudah memujuk diri menyadung khilaf

Namun pasti

Aku tak akan menang melawan masa

Ah lupa lagi untuk mencinta

Dengan zalim menyamar melakon dosa

Cukuplah

Cukup sudah pura

Kalau bermimpi itu mustahil

Biarkan saja kita berlari meninggal sepatu

Dunia tak pernah cukup indah

Sedarkan aku pada hujan

Tolong sambutkan aku Tuhan

10/1/2012

17:22

Nanti by Innuendo

Bintang-bintang di kayangan

Lembut sang bayu
Tanpa bulan diawangan yang tinggi

Tanpa bayang mu

Andainya tiada ketukan kayu

Jika mimpi dihapuskan

Hancurlah lagu

Walau kita dipisah laut biru

Walau kau jauh

Lihatlah angkasa

Seindah malam ini

Lazimnya tiada tandingan

Sehingga ku pandang wajah mu

Hilanglah perasaan hiba dari hati ini

Terpadam rindu

Bila kau kembali

Bila kau kembali nanti

Jangan duduk sendirian

Jangan kau sayu

Kala pungguk bersahutan

Kalau kau tahu ku rindukan suara

Segeralah kepada ku

Seindah malam ini

Sejenak malam itu

Kau buat ku bahagia

Semenjak malam itu

Hilanglah kisah-kisah luka

Bila kau kembali

Bila kau kembali

Bila Senja Itu Jingga

Aku benci bila benar senja itu jingga

Bila benar matahari pergi untuk malam tiba

Mencarik dogma pada hujung kerling mata

Namun khilaf bukan semata kebetulan

Bukan juga untuk dipertontonkan

Aku tak biasa mendongak

Mengjengkit melihat kebodohan

Melangkah hanya bermakna aku semakin jauh dari garis mula

Tolaklah tubuhku

Tertawakan aku semahunya

Kerana senja tetap jingga

Pasti hanya jingga