Dream

I hope to sleep under the open sky
I hope to freeze in the cold night blows
I hope to be lost in the rage darkness
I hope to be able to shouting out loud
I hope to be drown by the ocean
I hope to sipped the morning sun
I hope to be like a dawn
Warm and tender
I hope to be alive.

I want to go somewhere quiet
But this has been quiet enough

I want to go somewhere far away
But I know
This has been far enough.


16/7/2010
20:10 pm

Jigsaw

Our love is a jigsaw
It’s been a while
We’d lose pieces
Why can’t you see?
We are breaking apart.


14/10/10

When you are not here

When you are not here
Knowing you cry hurts me the most
But I hurt more in acting plain

When you are not here
I thought leaving would be better
But it hurts more knowing i'm the one staying

When you are not here
Hating you seems easy
But easy never it been to stop believing

When you are not here
It hurts guessing you did none
But it hurts more when I am right

I hate it when you are not here with me
But knowing I am not there with you
Its seems that I am in a lot more pain.

Cinta itu milik...

Manusia selalu tamak
Menganggap cinta milik mereka

Namun nyawa itu milik Yang Esa
Kita bisa pergi selamanya
Bisulah

Sebelum terlambat
Sebelum takdir tersurat
Ucapkan lah cinta
Sayangilah cinta
Hargai apa yang bernafas di hati kita.


22/5/2010

...

I used to love someone
Whom I give my whole life to
Loving someone with all my heart
Spending every minute of my life loving him
And promising every minute to come
To always missing him

But fate choose another way
Of giving happiness to me
I am no longer believe in love
And no longer can I see what might happen

Thanks for giving me many first time
Do you remember the last time we met?
I am grateful that we had it with a smile
In that way, I am able to remember you beautifully

Better than success

I believe
that the only thing better than success
is to not having regret
so i will try hard
fly high and fall
again and again
so then if i still fail
i live with a smile

1. Setiap hari, hidup akan semakin susah dan susah. Kalau kita tak berbuat apa-apa yang bermakna setiap hari, kita akan makin tertinggal dan tertinggal lagi.

2. Ada masanya, kita tersedar. Betapa hidup kita ini tak terduga dengan akal dan kudrat.

3. Things that we did or we spoke are permanent. It can't be repeated nor can it be corrected.

4. Life is a journey. We tired, we paused. But the end won't come nearer. We need to run faster afterwards.

Finishing School Program (FSP)

Alhamdulillah. Fsp had finally ended after 2 weeks of hardworking. Absolutely and definitely worth all the sweats. I personally are very thankful to Dr. Aldilla, Dr. Haniza and to all seniors for putting their trust on me. Though i'm lacking and flawful, everyone are being verrryyy supportive, encouraging and helpful. Thank you so much. You guys rock..!^^

Women

Women are like birds,
Don't locked them up in a cage,
They'll end up hurting themselves,
But never let them flies free,
Or they might never come back.

Time

“You are young only once, and if you work it right, once is enough”

"Youth are not only the leaders of tomorrow, but also the partners of today’’

"Time is not evaluated by what has been harvested, but what has been planted"

Thing Has Change

If we never met
Would I be happy now?

Each time I thought of saying ‘I love you’
I’m afraid to be hurt again
And you never show it won’t

Things that used to make me think of you
You’ve prove it not worth having for

Don’t you see that I’m leaving?
That I’m so much in pain

Maybe you don’t
And maybe I should start believe it that way.


02:26 am
25/5/2010

Me

Am i not being grateful
for things that obvious
or am i blinding myself
for things that i'd come to realize?

I love this sound of silent
with or without.

Saya Prihatin, Anda Bagaimana?

ALLAH HUAKBAR. ALLAH MAHA BESAR. Jauhilah aku Ya Allah dari kemurkaanMu.



HARAPAN TANPA SUARA

Di dalam kandungan ibuku tersayang
Amannya kurasakan
Degupan jantungmu, jantungku
Irama penuh syahdu

Kuingin rasai kehangatan pelukan
Belaian kasih sayang
Kujaga kau di hari tuamu
Andai panjang usiaku

Korus:

Namun hanya harapan tanpa suara
Di dunia cuma seketika
Jasad kaku dibaluti kertas usang
Terbiar bagai sampah terbuang

Di manakah ibu di manakah ayah
Bonekakah atau manusia
Anak tidak berdosa menjadi mangsa
Oleh hawa nafsu yang serakah

Lagu: S. Atan
Lirik : Habsah Hassan

When..

When I don’t feel like walking anymore,
I hope you can pull my hand.

When I don’t feel like waiting anymore,
I hope u can tell me that you’re there.

When I don’t feel like standing anymore,
I hope you can strengthen the stand,

When I don’t feel like listening anymore,
I hope you can keep talking.

When I don’t feel like meeting anymore,
I hope you can drag me out.

When I don’t feel like 'one' anymore,
I hope you can show me that I’m wrong.

When I don’t feel like believing anymore,
I hope you can say you still have yours.

And when I don’t feel like loving you anymore,
I hope you can hold me really tight.

i don't care if it hurts,
Because it hurts more without.

Yesterday, i came across a very brilliant saying.

'Be who you want to be and say what you want to say,
because those that mind don't matter and those that matter don't mind'.

Welcome TIZ

Finally....finally.....Taz get a new brother. Hahaha. Welcome Tiz! I am sure u will get along with taz very well but beware for Ikhmal as he may produce a rare highly acidic saliva. huhuhu...

Taz Homecoming for gooodddd...

Taz would be staying at Kuala Kangsar from now on=). I had handed the honor to Ikhmal (hopefully he would feel honored for the 1st time). hahaha. Sadly i did not manage to post any latest pic of taz..but most importantly he's in perfect healthy condition and never been better. huhu. trust me..i know..cause i feel the same!!! haha. I'm sweating excitedly and full of enthusiasm rite now. I feel like hysterically running, shouting and pulling my hair at the same time. AAAAAaaaaaaaaa.........I need my haler!!

Nurul Nadiah & Mohd Nubairi

More WEDDING graphics

To my one and only sister,take a good care of yourself and your marriage( which i know you would)...I'll stay pray for you. 30th October 2009...

The Madness of Love

Firstly, i have to italic the title because we're dealing with some crucial love madness here ok. hehe. what i like most about this book is actually the character's name. haha...(seriously i am)..and the story line. Katherine Davies(the author) had briliantlly dividing the chapter to the character name and making me keep searching for LEO chapter=)(which dramatically was less than the others). Haha.

This is a love story about a Beech House's owner,Leo Spring which was madly deeply in love with a beautiful headmistress,Melody which basically hate him so much. Valentina, the Beech House new gardener works her magic there to restore its former glory and finally get more than what she's expected..LOVE of course. She begin to fall in love with Leo and you know what next right. Leo finally realize his love for Valentina when she gone and they finally live happily ever after in the Beech House. Melody? She fall in love with Valentina's twin,Jonathan. The end.

I miss YOU

I didn't realize how much i miss posting a new post, until i've reread and finally come to my very first post. hehe=) how unsentimental was that????