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Tanya Sama Hati

Tanya sama pokok apa sebab goyang
Nanti jawap pokok angin yang goncang
Tanya sama langit apa sebab hujan
Nanti jawap langit tanyalah awan

Awan nanti kata aku kandung air
Sampai tempat sejuk aku pun cair
Tengok dalam air nampak bayang-bayang
Campak satu batu bayang pun hilang

Tanya sama hati apa asal sayang
Apakah tandanya nampak di pandang
Kumbang rayu bunga, bulan dan bintangnya
Punya tanda-tanda hubungan mesra

Tanya sama hati benarkah merindu
Ingat masa lena apa mimpimu
Masa berjauhan apa nan dikenang
Bila difahamkan itulah sayang

Jikalau tidak kerana sayang
Kuntuman kasih tak mungkin kembang
Andainya jemu mengganti rindu
Jambangan mesra tentulah layu

Aku. Mereka.

Aku lihat kanan.
Aku lihat kiri.
Aku nampak ragam.


Aku toleh belakang.
Aku toleh depan.
Aku nampak sekarang.


Aku lihat dalam-dalam.
Aku senyap.


Aku dengar suara.
Aku dengar bicara.
Aku dengar orang kata.


”Aku kenal dia”
Aku kata tidak.
”Betul, itu dia”
Aku tak nak.
Tapi aku bukan mereka.
Mereka bukan aku.


Jadi aku biarkan saja.
Mereka tak tahu.
Mungkin lebih baik begitu.



23:03
26/11/13

Al Fajr : 1-30

Demi waktu fajar;

Dan malam yang sepuluh (yang mempunyai kelebihan di sisi Allah);

Dan bilangan yang genap serta yang ganjil;

Dan malam, apabila ia berlalu; -

Bukankah yang demikian itu mengandungi sumpah (yang diakui kebenarannya) oleh orang yang berakal sempurna?

(Kami tetap akan membinasakan orang-orang yang menentangmu wahai Muhammad), tidakkah engkau perhatikan, bagaimana Tuhanmu telah melakukan terhadap kaum Aad (yang kufur derhaka)

Iaitu penduduk “Iram” yang mempunyai bangunan-bangunan yang tinggi tiangnya, (sesuai dengan penduduknya)

Yang belum pernah diciptakan sepertinya (tentang besar dan kukuhnya) di segala negeri (pada zamannya)?

Dan (terhadap) kaum Thamud yang memahat batu-batu besar di lembah (Wadil-Qura iaitu tempat tinggalnya)?

Dan (terhadap) Firaun yang menguasai bangunan-bangunan yang handal kukuh?

(Semuanya itu ialah) orang-orang yang telah bermaharajalela di negeri (masing-masing).

Lalu mereka melakukan dengan banyaknya kerosakan dan bencana di negeri-negeri itu.

Dengan yang demikian, Tuhanmu mencurahkan ke atas mereka berbagai paluan azab;

Sesungguhnya Tuhanmu tetap mengawas dan membalas, (terutama balasan akhirat)

(Dalam pada itu manusia tidak menghiraukan balasan akhirat), oleh yang demikian, maka kebanyakan manusia apabila diuji oleh Tuhannya dengan dimuliakan dan dimewahkan hidupnya, (ia tidak mahu bersyukur tetapi terus bersikap takbur) serta berkata dengan sombongnya: “Tuhanku telah memuliakan daku!”

Dan sebaliknya apabila ia diuji oleh Tuhannya, dengan disempitkan rezekinya, (ia tidak bersabar bahkan ia resah gelisah) serta merepek dengan katanya: “Tuhanku telah menghinakan daku!”

Jangan demikian, (sebenarnya kata-kata kamu itu salah). Bahkan (perbuatan kamu wahai orang-orang yang hidup mewah, lebih salah lagi kerana) kamu tidak memuliakan anak yatim, (malah kamu menahan apa yang Ia berhak menerimanya);

Dan kamu tidak menggalakkan untuk memberi makanan (yang berhak diterima oleh) orang miskin;

Dan kamu sentiasa makan harta pusaka secara rakus (dengan tidak membezakan halal haramnya),

Serta kamu pula sayangkan harta secara tamak haloba!

Jangan sekali-kali bersikap demikian! (Sebenarnya) apabila bumi (dihancurkan segala yang ada di atasnya dan) diratakan serata-ratanya,

Dan (perintah) Tuhanmu pun datang, sedang malaikat berbaris-baris (siap sedia menjalankan perintah),

Serta diperlihatkan neraka Jahannam pada hari itu, (maka) pada saat itu manusia akan ingat (hendak berlaku baik), dan bagaimana ingatan itu akan berguna lagi kepadanya?

Ia akan berkata: “Alangkah baiknya kalau aku dahulu sediakan amal-amal baik untuk hidupku (di sini)!”

Maka pada hari itu tiada sesiapapun yang dapat menyeksa seperti azab (yang ditimpakan oleh) Allah.

Dan tiada sesiapapun yang dapat mengikat serta membelenggu seperti ikatan dan belengguNya.

(Setelah menerangkan akibat orang-orang yang tidak menghiraukan akhirat, Tuhan menyatakan bahawa orang-orang yang beriman dan beramal soleh akan disambut dengan kata-kata): “Wahai orang yang mempunyai jiwa yang sentiasa tenang tetap dengan kepercayaan dan bawaan baiknya! -

“Kembalilah kepada Tuhanmu dengan keadaan engkau berpuas hati (dengan segala nikmat yang diberikan) lagi diredhai (di sisi Tuhanmu) ! -

“Serta masuklah engkau dalam kumpulan hamba-hambaku yang berbahagia -

“Dan masuklah ke dalam SyurgaKu! “



Author's Note:
Moga-moga aku menjadi hambaMu yang sentiasa redha dan bersyukur. Jangan jauhkan hatiku,jangan gelapkan hatiku dariMu Ya Allah. Sesungguhnya azabMu itu benar dan aku takut Ya Allah. Suburkan kecintaanku padaMu Ya Rahman Ya Rahim.

 

KNOWleague

1) what.is.the.nature.of.agree.and.disagree?

bloodline.or.critical.thinking

2) how do we interpret unique?

a.red.fail.marker

3) I am not sure on the idea of impressing people.

i.normally.judge.

so.dont.do.that.to.me.

Reciprocity

Reciprocity
Putnam (2000) describes generalized reciprocity thus: "I'll do this for you now, without expecting anything immediately in return, and perhaps without even knowing you, confident that down the road you or someone else will return the favour". in the short run there is altruism, in the long run self-interest.

Burung Pergi Dulu, Awan..

Lama dulu
Burung mimpi nak terbang
Nak redah awan

Tak pernah burung tahu
Ada ribut dan hujan
Burung jatuh
Burung tak nak terbang lagi

Suatu hari
Burung nampak awan lagi
Burung rindu
Burung pun terbang lagi
Ingatkan awan tak kan hitam lagi
Rupanya hujan
Burung jatuh lagi

Tapi burung tak marah awan
Sebab burung tahu sayap burung yang patah
Jadi burung terbang tinggi
Tapi burung belajar bangun sendiri

Terima kasih awan
Ajar burung terbang
Ajar burung jadi kuat

Burung pergi dulu, Awan..


1/11/13

Quotelicious

'You are like the person I've read the saddest book with' - movie quote

'One sided love. Two negatives means positive' - movie quote

My courage sometimes surprise me, sometimes disappoint me

When I am with you, never I've been this truthful to myself

'While I'm searching for you, did I pass by her?' - movie quote

Monologue

In a moment of crowd
When I hear those bell rang
I knew a script would come along
If I get lucky
There would be two
Then is when I knew
It offers me knowledge of brand new

Sonnet 1

Too big of a heart

Thee captures 'em all

Thumping she learnt 

Bleed it feel

In a ally of dirt and disgust

A smell on she nose

Shine though never blind

Love blooms

Blooms it ever does since

Rindu

Rinduku pada sepertiga dunia
Hilang dalam damai hati
Hening....sunyi lagi
Telah kujujur pada diri, setiap kali

Tidak kutagih embun pagi
Senyum tawa tangis hati
Lali..

Namun rinduku pada duniawi
Bagai lena malam, beri aku mimpi

Subside

When finding answers seems I cant, found I did

In all its surprises

Learnt I had

To never been forgotten

That strength is a mere distance

Keeping pace and catching breath

Stop talking and start taking

For the love of myself

I had to. I will to

Till I learn how to protect me, from me

There's always danger in stepping ahead

But by stepping ahead, i seems to be less afraid

Sama Dengan

Ku sangka ku kenal hitam

Rupanya aku tidak

Dalam putih dulu

Untuk nafas yang kuhembus

Berapa harus ku bayar ringgit

Kalau hilang

Ke mana patut ku hala kaki

Jangan lari

Tolong jangan pergi

Watak kerdil ini

Mendongak muka

Menetap mata

Walau ku harus

Hatiku menggila

Pada izinNya

Ku serah hujung kaki ke kepala

Moga-moga

Bahagia di sini dan di sana

My Cham..

Who knows who is the children of a convicted killer father
Who knows who is the children of a sexual victim mother
Who knows who is the sister of a drug addict brother

Who knows how they deal love and pain
Who knows how they survive school and friends
Who knows what war they were fighting

Who knows the story they held
Who knows if it does really happen
Yet who knows it doesn't

This is no walk to be rewind again
So live proudly
Indeed Allah loves you my Cham..

Equation

Life ~ Journey

We tired, we paused

Yet it aint about going straight

Its about keep going

Relationship ~ Acceptance

It is never a matter of whom

It is about what

Love weaknesses and live with it

Chanced Upon

By chanced upon

I've met true friends

That teaches me good

That wanted me good

Picking me up from pieces

And putting me down pieces by pieces

For those I've learn from

Those that make my heart warm

Those I've seen beauty and belief

Those who telling me to stop walking and start running

Those who see my tears and made it theirs

Made this known to them

Thanking would seems never enough

So I gave you my heart

And I’ll kept you warm in my heart

For someday we will meet

I’ll give back this thankful heart to you again

Until then

I’ll just going to walk down this lane

And we’ll just met somewhere

By fate or by chanced upon

22:08

22/2/2013

Irony III

It's impossible to find somebody who will never make you cry. So get the next best thing, find someone who's worth all the pain.

If you can't change, let alone.

Life Aspirin

“To avoid criticism do nothing, say nothing, be nothing.” - Elbert Hubbard


“When life knocks you down, try to land on your back. Because if you can look up, you can get up.” – Les Brown


“The best way to predict the future is to create it.” – Abraham Lincoln


“You never know how strong you are until being strong is the only choice you have.” - Unknown


“The greatest mistake you can make in life is to be continually fearing you will make one.” - Elbert Hubbard


“Take risks: If you win, you will be happy; if you lose, you will be wise.” - Unknown


“Don’t be afraid of your fears. They’re not there to scare you. They’re there to let you know that something is worth it.” - C. JoyBell C

Idealist & Realist

Salam readers,

Its been a while since i've decided to share some words in this little diary of mine. I rather have poems and quotes. Just simply because I find it easier to show my thoughts clearer. But I've been thinking a lot lately and maybe i've been thinking too much that i find it even more harder to think further.

Life am simple
Life am hard
You'll get not what you want
Ain't you'll lose what you got

I've been witnessing devastation, miracles and stagnation happened all my life. Ain't that much that i think nothing more can shock me but enough to make me anticipate life ahead.

Surprises are pleasant most of the time
Yet cruel from another side
Sure life have made it line
Just thought broke it might

Happy is what we want. So am i. If i was trying to find the answers for tomorrow, it would forever be in vain. Then i would not even know if i have live today. Note to self more than anybody else. So here come the big question mark.

Docile went limp down you may
Ain't easy to feet back and play
Oh pity she goes for another day
Cry baby cry all she can say

Hundred years won't be enough
All she does, drains..
Neither happy or sad won't she felt
So run, away and away

I would not say that i need an answer, then it would be unfair for us. Whatever life lies ahead, 'will' made its way. May i always find life most beautiful when i look up but never forget to put my head down and lies back when i can stand no more. Filled each day with love and happiness, treasures differences and live accordingly. Love you many. Till then. Salam all..^^


23/1/2013
01:46

Murray Bowen

" The most important thing that we need to do in order to understand each other well is that, we need to become emotionally reactive and respond defensively instead of hearing and listening to each other "

p/s: note to self